i dont understand it. so many people said i've changed. and there are those who arent say, close to me. people like sher doesnt think i've changed. even so, who doesnt? you want me to change back, but isnt it too late, isnt it inevitable?

weilong sms-ed me. asked about me and bryan. said he heard rumours i was with him. -shrugs. then he told me who'd told him.

at least i found out why isabelle's mad at me today, thanks to shumei. at least i know what to do nw.

stress stress stress !! mom wants me to get top 5 in my class. i can do that, but when it comes to being the top, i doubt my own ability.

but i heard this when i was listening to a sermon. the pastor said this, "when you pray about something, God keeps it in mind. but once you believe you cant do it, the prayer gets cancelled off immediately".

ni yao xiang xin, xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li, xin fu he quai le shi jie ju

/+vous ne pouvez pas perdre que vous n'aves jamais eu -`